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Thursday, February 15, 2024

Should I publish a book of Poems?

I have always wanted to write a young adult novel. I read R.L. Stein in elementary school then moved to popular YA novels in middle and high school. I credit reading these books for keeping me alive and not slipping under to depressions end. I love reading and have always wanted ot write a novel. Fantasy adventure fun book that everyone would love to read. I have written the begining of about 10 books and can't get them any father than that.

I try to write things that come to mind a lot and havea lot of little blips of this and that too. This past year while working on staying on top of things and overcoming mental health struggles I have written a lot of poetry. I now have a collection of 50 decent poems. Some of these were started when I was 16 and 26 that I have finally fixed up now at 36.

Here is the question...

Should I publish them?

I am not sure if any of these poems are good. When I read them it is definetely a picture of my struggles with mental health which is while I aptly titled my notebook of these poems Spiraling. I am not sure if I have the confidence to put my poems out there. Also I always want to wirte a fantasy adventure book not poetry.

I am overthinking. I know I am. If I self publish on Amazon with the no followers I have on social media no one would see or buy my book of poetry. Should I try to send it to a publisher?

How do I even go about doing somehting like that...?

Well I will leave this here knowing nowone will read this and reply with advice, which will give me an out to not move forward with this.

Wednesday, February 14, 2024

2024 Reading Challenge

Drum roll please... I will read:

2024 Reading Challenge

2024 Reading Challenge
T.M.B.A. has read 0 books toward her goal of 24 books.
I always set these chalenges and for over a decade have not been able to achieve them. I having been struggeling with my mental health, but there are good things on the horizon. I will have my MBA in June. Then a beeter paying job. The a house. That is the plan and I am going to stick with it. Do you have any recomendations for me to reac in 2024? I like Fantasy, Sci-Fi, Adventure, and Paranormal. Please let me know in a comment. Oh and to anyone coupled Happy Valantines Day... I guess...

Tuesday, February 13, 2024

Depression is consuming

I have written but not as much as I would like... Depression is consuming all my energy... I have written some poems and would like to publish but am worried about all aspects of it... I want to write a YA book but it just won't come out... Anyone else out there...

Friday, December 2, 2022


 Hi, I hope you are all doing well. 

I am currently working on my website. 

Hopefully, it will be up soon!